Wednesday, December 17, 2008

I’m SORRY, my BELOVED PAPA

I wanted to apologize to my DAD as I vented my temper to him this morning… I feel so REGRET but I don’t know how to say SORRY to him now as it’s already passed… and I feel odd if I just apologize to him all of sudden now…

As usual, I rushed down from my room and grabbed the breakfast (normally peanut butter toasts) that my dad would prepare for me before I go to work every morning (He’s a VERY GOOD DADDY, I really do LOVE HIM). I was happy because it was different breakfast as he made burger with egg for us~ BUT, when I checked the ingredients of the burger; I found that he spread PEANUT BUTTER for the BURGER!! I felt quite disgusted and I just yelled at nobody asking WHY THE HECK IT’S SPREAD WITH PEANUT BUTTER FOR THE BURGER??! I kept grumbling in the kitchen and my dad came in and asked WHY? CAN’T IT BE EATEN? I was angry as he always likes to COOK UP his own weirdo food…! Then he said NEVERMIND, I WILL EAT IT. And he wanted to make another one for me but I told him I would make for myself and I kept grumbling too… then he went away and just ignored me… only then I realized I was wrong… sigh.

That’s ME, part of the typical ME. I can be very EASY with anything, but when I suddenly got mood swing which I don’t know when it will be, my bad and hot temper would come very fast even I couldn’t control it myself… but after that, I would be regret if it’s my fault. Then I would find many ways to compensate…

Lucky thing is – I don’t vent my temper to friends or anyone else except… I will only show my real temper to my family, my very best friends, and my soul mate as I know THEY UNDERSTAND ME and MY TEMPERAMENT.

MY TEMPER COMES VERY FAST, BUT IT WILL GO VERY FAST TOO. I need someone who can understand me and by my side patiently, who can also guide me in many things, and remind me of my bad temper/habits without feeling irritated whenever I make mistakes… BUT I know it’s not easy for me to meet that special someone.

Anyway, this is my apology blog to my papa, not about myself.

爸爸,對不起。

3 comments:

  1. then let me tell this to your face: YOU HAVE VERY BAD TEMPER, hehe.. pls be reminded k. But dun worry, u can always blame it on the hormones..so lame......

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  2. Tsk Tsk Tsk

    Merry Christmas and Happy New year!!!

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  3. Arrghhh... Dan... U arse-hole...!! I'm not that lame... I think :P hahahhaa... But yeah~ I have really BAD TEMPER... as u always know~ AND, I think WE ARE THE SAME TYPE~!! hahahaa....

    Thanks SAM~!!

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